I LOVE YOU WITH SIMPLICITY

I LOVE YOU WITH SIMPLICITY

I look into the calendar which is located in desk sulkyly . Saturday, 30 March 2002, third us marriage anniversary . And to the third time nya also Aa' forget the. First anniversary, Aa' forget because having to meeting with the board of directors to finish some company's finance problem. As finance Director, Aa' it is true is obliged to finish the the problem. Well, I enunciated the. that Moment problem is queer fair to middling it is true.
Second anniversary, Aa' have to go out the town to do/conduct the presentation. Workdload make it forget. And after apologizing, my time express my sulking, by kalem is he shout the," Sis, anyway I have proved my love during the year. That day is not celebrated by kan never mind. Love the kan do not butuh ceremony…"
Now, in the morning he have taken leave to office of because have to prepare some document close. He take leave my moment reside in the bathroom. I it is true intentionally not to remind it about our marriage anniversary. I wish to test it, whether/what he remember or is not this. Its reality? I breathe the length.
Surprised, what its this hard sih remember the marriage anniversary by xself? I snort to sulk the. Aa' it is true differ from I. He kalem and is not expressive, and surely romantic. Hence, have never there is flower of at special momen-momen or poem which is written down in pink paper sheet such as those which often I conceive the moment of before I marry.
saying berpuluh multiply the word of While me, romantic and expressive. I always give it have prize with the flowing periods every day its anniversary. I nor forget the I love you each week. Sending message, even poem pass the sms moment he go out the town. In essence, for me love have to be expressed clearly. Because clarity also the part of love.
I know, if I love the Aa', I have to accept it what the existence of. But, cooking sih people do not want to change and learn? Isn'T it true that me have taught it to behave more romantic? Ah, my in essence sulk the dot. And all becoming not please for me. I uring-uringan. Aa' become really annoyed in my eye. I start the menghitung-hitung of time and attention given to me in our three marriage year. There no final of easy going week. we have time to go both to dine outside. Leeway usually finishing of to sleep all day long. Become I manyun by xself almost every day week and merely can look into it snore sweetly in place sleep.
Feel to sulk the ku progressively become. And surely, our relation/link one week this it is true is not goodness. We are both both of the same worn-out. cumulative work in place our duty each making we meet at home in a state of both of the same worn-out and thin-skinned one another. Become, several times we quarrel the current week.
In fact, today I have emptied all my activity schedule. I wish just both with the nya today and do/conduct the matters please. Must its his, This Saturday is he holiday. But, so Aa'. Difficult once for hims leave its work, even by the end of week of like this. Possible, because us not yet had the child. So that he do not feel important for the meluangkan of time by the end of week of like this.
" Hen, if you feel the uring-uringan like that, in fact non Ridwan which is a period of/to. Its problem only one, you loss feel the thanks…" Ms. saying peace.
I look into Ms.. Word of Ms. really menohokku. Yes, Ms. correctness. I loss feel the thanks. Isn'T it true that newly two week ago I persuade the Ranti, one or the other my friend is which stres of because its husband is berselingkuh with the other;dissimilar woman and very harsh to it? Isn'T it true that me inviting it to doctor to cure the to contusion of exist in some part its body because slapped around by its husband?
Slowly, feel guilty to arise at heart. If it is true I wish to pass the time with the nya today, why I do not tell it far day expecting him to can arrange its schedule? Isn'T it true that me can remind it sweetly that I wish to go with the just both nya today. Why I do not try to tell to it, that I wish he behave more romantic? That I feel excluded by because his/its workdload? That me in fact fear shall no longger be loved?
I immediately take leave to Ms.. I rush about to come home to set right the house and prepare the romantic dinner at home. I do not inform it. I wish to explode a bombshell to its his.
Dine have ready to. I prepare the cookery of exasperation Aa' complete with red rose network in dining table. Seven o'clock night, Aa' not yet come home. I await patiently. Nine o'clock night, I only accept the smsnya. My forgiveness is lost time to by come home. My duty is unfinished. Food in desk have been chilled. Mataku have berat, but me remain to await it in sittingroom.
I is develop;builded surprisedly. Yes Allah, I is fallen asleep. I peep at the wall clock, clock 11 night. I awaken. A cluster of red rose of tergeletak in desk. In side, tergeletak of card of utterance and dinky ornament box. Aa' fallen asleep well-sleep in karpet. He not yet opened the necktie and its kaos foot/feet.